Extremely Tired

This week I have been back at work. School hasn't started yet, but we have been at inservice all week long.

With me being back a work, it has been a week full of emotions. In some ways I am excited to be back at work. The excitement of being the team leader and having new responsibilities is great. As well as seeing all my coworkers and students again.

But does all that over power the misery I feel leaving Avery behind with Gigi everyday??? NO!!!!!

I KILLS me to leave her ever single time...but I will say it is getting a LITTLE easier. I just keep telling myself that I will see her again in 3 short hours (I always come home during my lunch break). That way it doesn't seem like I am gone all day long.

I do take pleasure in knowing that she is still at home with a familiar face. I just thank the Lord everyday that Gigi is able to look after her while I am at work. You are a true gift from above Gigi, and we can't thank you enough!

I really don't know what I would do sometimes if I didn't have someone like my mom to fall back on. I always know she will be there for me when I need her. Hopefully I can too be that type of mother.

Tomorrow is the last day of work week and then school starts on Monday. I am dreading leaving Avery for the whole day, but I know she will be just fine with Gigi. I think she is beginning to like Gigi better than me! :)